I remember the day I admitted to myself that I was gay. The thoughts from being unsure of my sexuality had been weighing on me for years literally. My first sexual experience was with a girl at 13 but shortly there after I had a sexual experience with a boy at 14. My next door neighbor actually. We were best friends on some sleepover shyt.. but thats a whole nother story.
So .. I remember waking up one morning and going to brush my teeth. I looked in the mirror and told myself .. Just give it up.. your gay. I figured I’d let my parents know so i went into their room and said “Mom – Dad .. Im Gay.” closed door and went to my room and cried like a lil b**ch lol
It was much more dramatic than that emotionally at the time.. but i definitely felt much better once I came to terms with everything and lifted that weight off my shoulders.